... in December . After the psycho-test I got announcement that I was rejected. I was disappointed but then there was a belief in my heart to keep on believing that God had a more beautiful plan for my life for sure. I also got the opportunity to be interviewed and ...
... good person but actually I was proud of myself. Because of God's goodness I could feel God's help by His rebukes and beatings from His word and I was changed. I used to think that I could do everything by myself I relied on my intelligence. God rebuked me and beat ...
... this teaching was on Christmas day last year. My mother invited me to come to the Christmas Service in Suprapto under the shepherding of Pastor Editua. At that time I thought that the preaching was really long even though I liked it. My mother asked me to come with her ...
... brother that disturbed our peace in our family for a moment. Actually we wanted to help him both physically and spiritually. Indeed to do God's Word accordingly it is really not easy there are a lot of risks to face. What we did to him was considered as a torture ...
... me to manipulate the data so that I had a positive result and did not have to search supporting articles. I refused because I knew that it was not right. I believed that if I kept the righteousness God would fight for me. Long story short I tried to search ...
... because I had a lot of spare time the activities in Malang were only until p. m. . For the rest of the day usually I went home slept or hung out if I did not have any money left I spent my time watching TV or sleeping even I tended to ...
... who had to be hospitalized because they could not walk when they came home from school. When my son's ASTO was tested we were afraid that the result would have still been positive. We struggled - as Ezra my son learnt to fast for this problem - because we were ...
... his blue face. It had happened for weeks. I had visited a doctor in Malang for several times and my son had been diagnosed for the usual influenza which could have been recovered only by taking some medicine. However I had had a bad feeling and decided to go to Surabaya ...
... preparation on the third semester which consisted of theory and practical exams in January and February . At that moment I felt so happy because I could shorten my study for months but I also felt a bit afraid whether I could do it or not because I would be ...
... I was set free from several bad characters in my life such as my anxiety about my daily needs. God has changed me from being anxious. These days I feel peace no more heavy burden. Now I always think I only need to learn to be obedient to the sound ...
... was still able to go to the church. When I came home from the church my condition worsened until Tuesday. I had diarrhea. Actually the diarrhea was not so bad but I also had some pains all over my body on my chest stomach and my back. I also had ...
... in Jakarta. When I was working for my bachelor thesis my advisor asked me to use a research method which was not commonly used I did not understand it and I had never studied it before. He asked me to change everything in my thesis' proposal and I could not ...
... and pastor did not permit it. I was angry at that time but then I could be meek and tried to be obedient. Not so long time after that Mrs. Wita in Germany offered me to study German there for one year without paying any money. I agreed and went ...
... heard bad news about the lecturer. I tried not to make any problem with the lecturer. I tried to do the task and presentation for the subject well even with all my best. The lecturer never returned the task quiz and presentation so I did not know the result and ...
... Spirit about worship with full surrendering to God exceedingly released me from my disease. That morning when I woke up I felt something that was wrong in my stomach but I did not care about it. I felt painful more and more on my journey to the church. I went to ...
